Some people say they never have experienced God’s presence in their life. I say if you have ever felt loved, you have experienced God in you life.
Let me feel your love today, O’ Lord. Shower it upon me and quench my thirst for you. Let your healing love touch my deepest darkest hurts, buried so deep that even I don’t know them. Let your love be like a salve, restoring me so I can even more fully love today.
God wants to bathe in his shower of lover, but often we turn on the water until we get a drip and say that is enough. Let us not be afraid turn open the tap all the way and be drenched by God’s love.
Prayer is not about saying the right words, it is saying what is in you heart…
The past week we recounted the Passion and Resurrection of Jesus. Many of us prefer to focus on the Resurrection because: 1) it is easier to reflect on because we prefer to not to deal with pain and suffering; 2) the Resurrection if proof to us that Jesus was indeed the Messiah. It is what convince the first believers and on which all Christian faiths build their foundations.
In my recent personal reflection on the Passion, something struck me today. OK, it isn’t something new, I just revisited something I forgot.
Jesus died so that we may be freed from the spiritual punishment of sin, permanent separation form God. The reason I say spiritual punishment, we will always suffer the temporal affects of sin. If I sin against my wife, our relationship suffers because of that sin. If I am sorry and repent my sin, God forgives me. My wife may forgive me, but that damage will always be in my relationship; to what degree will always depend on the serious of the sin and how much I do to make preparations for the sin. A the some time, we need to realize that Jesus didn’t give us a blank check saying do whatever you want, I’ll will pay for it. We are too avoid sin.
However, Jesus’ death becomes more powerful if we place on the cross those things that cause us to sin. If my anger causes me to lash out in unhealthy and sinful ways, then I need to put my anger on the cross. That doesn’t mean Jesus will never let me become angry again, but if I left than anger on the cross, Jesus will help me express and deal with that anger in healthier ways.
We are challenged during Lent to give up something, but it doesn’t mean this process is to stop after Easter. Instead we are to echo Lent and Easter throughout our lives. When we encounter sin in our lives, we not only look at the sin but also its’ source. Then we bring it to Jesus who is dying and the cross and let him take not only the sin but its’ source.
If we truly let Christ take our sin and the source of the sin from us, we will experience Easter again and again.